Thank You !

Hello, everyone, the purpose of this post is to extend my appreciation to all the help the people provided me with, during the duration of my injury , to the people who showed an ounce of concern. If you are one of them , please know that this post is dedicated to you, and even if you are not, please continue to read on so as to be informed about the fact that these people, are helpful , compassionate and caring beings, who are always there when you need them, and are all the more worthwhile of being friends with.

I really got to share this with every single one of you!

Friday, August 3rd. 27 days since my injury. 15th days since i last saw my left leg hair, wonder how are they down there.... and 10 days of going to school with crutches.

I have been active in school , attending it just like any normal student, not missing any lessons or anything, especially the care and concern of my fellow classmates, whom made my attendance in school possible , and whom i am very grateful towards during this period of my life.

I finally got my own taste of how a 'physically disabled' person experiences school life. Its not easy, and i really admire the determination to carry on with their lives, just like every one of us does. I can assure you, that deep in their hearts, they need help, hoping that you reach out a helping hand. And for sure, they will remember what kind of a kind soul you are giving them just a little help .. maybe just holding the door open for them.

So, next time, make sure that you reach out to them, spread the love , I assure you , they will thank you from deep inside their hearts, because i know they really needed it. (no matter how independent they appears to be)

Time after time, i feel real helpless, because i have only my hands and one leg to move around. sometimes, at bedtime, i was so desperate that i attempted to remove the cast like how i remove my shoes, but of course, i did not succeed as i know that, i could not prolong my 'casting period' any longer, if i was to go to cambodia. and i want to walk on two , but not three legs . and somehow i realise, i will need to pry open the entire cast in order to remove it (sly move by the hospital huh !? no wonder its so high up).i could say, i really feel helpless at times. my arms are always aching. my afternoon siestas will end with massive cramps in the arms. My 'good leg' is always tired, its as if i ran the 2.4km, hopping on one leg. no joke.

To those who are really concerned, i just couldnt bear to show my fatigue. im really tired of all the crutches walking. i hate it. i cant wait to get rid of it. so that i will be fine again , easing all your worries. and again . Thank You, if you think that your heart skipped a beat seeing me almost losing my balance.

To my classmates, they are indescribable. They are wonderful . and i really appreciate the times when they delay their lunchtimes, while accompanying me wait for my father to pick me up, the times when they walked me to the safety of my parents. I really appreciated that, because its really a 'to the doorstep' kind of thing. right to the sight of my parents, regardless of it being my father or mother. Thank You !

To those who sent their regards, even if you might not know my name, even if you have only seen me once, no matter how seldom i actually had time to stop by for a casual chat. i really appreciated those regards, as it really pushed me on knowing that i have a friend who recognises me , being curious about what actually happened, and it will always end with a heartfelt 'take care' or 'get well soon'. which i'll always take it literally, no matter how casual the phrases was blurted out of a person's mouth-that i've got to take care of myself, and get well soon. i really appreciate that, and again , Thank You.

To my parents. right from the day the accident happened, i could see that they are more worried than i am, and in many occasions, i told them to be rational enough to handle things as they are, the accident had already happened and nothing is going to reverse it, let alone their worries, which are the least required at this point of time. to no avail, they continued to worry, but now discreetly. I could see from their body language, i know that they are trying their best to hide it. I dont blame them , but deep inside, i understand that its only natural to see their flesh and bone in such a state. I really need to repay them in someway or another, but i dont know how. i know that thank you will never be enough, but Thank you !

To whom who had concerned,

Thank You ! and im alright now , give me some time before i start walking normally . just, give me some time .