erhm! dont get me wrong... not advertising for something related, but yet , not so related ... argh!
exams are over! and rotting everyday. guess and hope this wont last long, because im getting bored of it already.
the good thing is that, the exams are finally over! it had been an excruciating 2 weeks for me, using all my strength to pull my socks up, as high as i could. especially when im still carrying a swollen ankle. double torture.
guess afterall, i havent learnt my lesson from previous semesters- that is to put in effort constantly throughout. its again the last minute stuff. only until the week before, i know the difference between, rights issue and bonus issue, debentures, and non-redeemable preference shares. but, alls good, or at least for now, its off my mind.
never mugged so hard for an examination before, not even the 'o' levels, guess, its either im just the type that leaves everyting to the last minute, or its that im starting to take things seriously. the latter i hope, describes me.
its can only get tougher, and every semester is a hurdle, so . lets not be a laggard anymore! its time to get ahead!
then comes the holidays, ever since the start of it, let me tell you , i have never been out, only once to school , and another one more time, which is later, again to school. although i enjoy the times of not needing to study, i hate the time alone! its killllllling me !
i am always happy slacking, but on the other hand, it gets very boring, not sometimes, but everytime.
but i hope the coming weeks will be more eventful, filled with funtivities, where its getting closer to the cambodia trip, and more and more preparation will have to be done. its about 2 weeks to the bonding camp. and about 3 to the trip itself.
looking forward to the trip more than anything. never been to a place farther than thailand (is cambodia further?). anyway, and never been to somewhere away from home, for 2 weeks! whooo! free and easy.
by the way, changed the blog song to a happy one, take a listen, lightens my spirits, hope it does the same to you.
bye for now .......
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Saturday, August 04, 2007
Thank You !
Hello, everyone, the purpose of this post is to extend my appreciation to all the help the people provided me with, during the duration of my injury , to the people who showed an ounce of concern. If you are one of them , please know that this post is dedicated to you, and even if you are not, please continue to read on so as to be informed about the fact that these people, are helpful , compassionate and caring beings, who are always there when you need them, and are all the more worthwhile of being friends with.
I really got to share this with every single one of you!
Friday, August 3rd. 27 days since my injury. 15th days since i last saw my left leg hair, wonder how are they down there.... and 10 days of going to school with crutches.
I have been active in school , attending it just like any normal student, not missing any lessons or anything, especially the care and concern of my fellow classmates, whom made my attendance in school possible , and whom i am very grateful towards during this period of my life.
I finally got my own taste of how a 'physically disabled' person experiences school life. Its not easy, and i really admire the determination to carry on with their lives, just like every one of us does. I can assure you, that deep in their hearts, they need help, hoping that you reach out a helping hand. And for sure, they will remember what kind of a kind soul you are giving them just a little help .. maybe just holding the door open for them.
So, next time, make sure that you reach out to them, spread the love , I assure you , they will thank you from deep inside their hearts, because i know they really needed it. (no matter how independent they appears to be)
Time after time, i feel real helpless, because i have only my hands and one leg to move around. sometimes, at bedtime, i was so desperate that i attempted to remove the cast like how i remove my shoes, but of course, i did not succeed as i know that, i could not prolong my 'casting period' any longer, if i was to go to cambodia. and i want to walk on two , but not three legs . and somehow i realise, i will need to pry open the entire cast in order to remove it (sly move by the hospital huh !? no wonder its so high up).i could say, i really feel helpless at times. my arms are always aching. my afternoon siestas will end with massive cramps in the arms. My 'good leg' is always tired, its as if i ran the 2.4km, hopping on one leg. no joke.
To those who are really concerned, i just couldnt bear to show my fatigue. im really tired of all the crutches walking. i hate it. i cant wait to get rid of it. so that i will be fine again , easing all your worries. and again . Thank You, if you think that your heart skipped a beat seeing me almost losing my balance.
To my classmates, they are indescribable. They are wonderful . and i really appreciate the times when they delay their lunchtimes, while accompanying me wait for my father to pick me up, the times when they walked me to the safety of my parents. I really appreciated that, because its really a 'to the doorstep' kind of thing. right to the sight of my parents, regardless of it being my father or mother. Thank You !
To those who sent their regards, even if you might not know my name, even if you have only seen me once, no matter how seldom i actually had time to stop by for a casual chat. i really appreciated those regards, as it really pushed me on knowing that i have a friend who recognises me , being curious about what actually happened, and it will always end with a heartfelt 'take care' or 'get well soon'. which i'll always take it literally, no matter how casual the phrases was blurted out of a person's mouth-that i've got to take care of myself, and get well soon. i really appreciate that, and again , Thank You.
To my parents. right from the day the accident happened, i could see that they are more worried than i am, and in many occasions, i told them to be rational enough to handle things as they are, the accident had already happened and nothing is going to reverse it, let alone their worries, which are the least required at this point of time. to no avail, they continued to worry, but now discreetly. I could see from their body language, i know that they are trying their best to hide it. I dont blame them , but deep inside, i understand that its only natural to see their flesh and bone in such a state. I really need to repay them in someway or another, but i dont know how. i know that thank you will never be enough, but Thank you !
I really got to share this with every single one of you!
Friday, August 3rd. 27 days since my injury. 15th days since i last saw my left leg hair, wonder how are they down there.... and 10 days of going to school with crutches.
I have been active in school , attending it just like any normal student, not missing any lessons or anything, especially the care and concern of my fellow classmates, whom made my attendance in school possible , and whom i am very grateful towards during this period of my life.
I finally got my own taste of how a 'physically disabled' person experiences school life. Its not easy, and i really admire the determination to carry on with their lives, just like every one of us does. I can assure you, that deep in their hearts, they need help, hoping that you reach out a helping hand. And for sure, they will remember what kind of a kind soul you are giving them just a little help .. maybe just holding the door open for them.
So, next time, make sure that you reach out to them, spread the love , I assure you , they will thank you from deep inside their hearts, because i know they really needed it. (no matter how independent they appears to be)
Time after time, i feel real helpless, because i have only my hands and one leg to move around. sometimes, at bedtime, i was so desperate that i attempted to remove the cast like how i remove my shoes, but of course, i did not succeed as i know that, i could not prolong my 'casting period' any longer, if i was to go to cambodia. and i want to walk on two , but not three legs . and somehow i realise, i will need to pry open the entire cast in order to remove it (sly move by the hospital huh !? no wonder its so high up).i could say, i really feel helpless at times. my arms are always aching. my afternoon siestas will end with massive cramps in the arms. My 'good leg' is always tired, its as if i ran the 2.4km, hopping on one leg. no joke.
To those who are really concerned, i just couldnt bear to show my fatigue. im really tired of all the crutches walking. i hate it. i cant wait to get rid of it. so that i will be fine again , easing all your worries. and again . Thank You, if you think that your heart skipped a beat seeing me almost losing my balance.
To my classmates, they are indescribable. They are wonderful . and i really appreciate the times when they delay their lunchtimes, while accompanying me wait for my father to pick me up, the times when they walked me to the safety of my parents. I really appreciated that, because its really a 'to the doorstep' kind of thing. right to the sight of my parents, regardless of it being my father or mother. Thank You !
To those who sent their regards, even if you might not know my name, even if you have only seen me once, no matter how seldom i actually had time to stop by for a casual chat. i really appreciated those regards, as it really pushed me on knowing that i have a friend who recognises me , being curious about what actually happened, and it will always end with a heartfelt 'take care' or 'get well soon'. which i'll always take it literally, no matter how casual the phrases was blurted out of a person's mouth-that i've got to take care of myself, and get well soon. i really appreciate that, and again , Thank You.
To my parents. right from the day the accident happened, i could see that they are more worried than i am, and in many occasions, i told them to be rational enough to handle things as they are, the accident had already happened and nothing is going to reverse it, let alone their worries, which are the least required at this point of time. to no avail, they continued to worry, but now discreetly. I could see from their body language, i know that they are trying their best to hide it. I dont blame them , but deep inside, i understand that its only natural to see their flesh and bone in such a state. I really need to repay them in someway or another, but i dont know how. i know that thank you will never be enough, but Thank you !
To whom who had concerned,
Thank You ! and im alright now , give me some time before i start walking normally . just, give me some time .
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